Sebastian Ho

my school mate… wrote his ORD-slash-leaving-singapore letter on facebook..

this is what he wrote about me:

in school, i always thought he was abit cold to me… and thus thought he dislike me =/

… and to receive a thank you note from a person that i though dislike me

made me, tear.

for today i learn, prejudice and assumptions are very bad things =,[

darn. i regret.

for the record, i did admire his papers. his papers are incredibly well written.

SABBY OUT!
… was listening to DJ Collete’s Feelin’ Hypnotized (Black Liquid Remix)

for a fragmented mind……

soul garden…. almost… lol!

my friends morgan and shawn found this soul garden copy… haha… in their neighborhood shopping mall… think it’s called ‘Han’s Garden’ LOL!

i have not seen morgan since like for 4 mths… haha… omg… i think we talked so much that i forget to take photos PHOTOS! LOL!

but i did have a few….here we gO!

the table setting? haha… lol… i honestly do wish that the table setting was nicer… i mean.. it looks and feels so cheap yea?…. but oh well.. it is just a modest restaurant in a neighborhood shopping mall.. lol

shawn…. haha… as always…. trying to hind from the camera… LOL… but i set my camera to take multiple shots and combine them to one! HAH! so though he used his hand to cover the lens… haha… his hand is translucent! heee XD

You have starbucks…. we have the play ground! haha!

… hmm… omg! like yes! i am not in a starbucks!… do u love it? haha… for chats… haha… morgan, shawn and me chatted at a heartland playground instead… haha…

LALA… yupup.. chatted for so long… haha… until gotta take the last bus home.. hha… and that is so damn far considering i stay in the west… and i was in the east… LOL

Secret Destination #34

haha… well it is not a secret really… but i like to call it a secret cos’ it has more fun describing it! haha! okay okay… does that even make sense? LOL…

…. well anyway… i found…(okay fine it was my mum who found it!)… this place that sells like designer goods at a discounted price! like OMG! yea?!

just look at the labels =D

but i went there on a monday… so it was closed and stuff… hmm

MUSINGS….
u may SKIP THIS PART of the entry if u wish… haha… this rant is intended for my own personal self reflection =)
…. and warning-> this entry might be a little emo… so if u are the type that vists blog for happyHAPPY stuff… scroll down… LOL!

hmm… i don’t know abt others… but i am feeling this shyness… that i forget that everyone has their own difficulties… but yet.. we all try our best to hide it… and make our seem life feel so beautiful…. perhaps that’s just me then.. hmm… but in recent… i have learn alot… and actually to come and think abt it… is not really learning

… it is more of rediscovering

… i “learnt” things abt others…. the type that i thought life’s were “greener” then mine… then i became so scared… cos’ i realize that that isn’t so.. like some pple’s life might be cooler in some parts… but yet lacking in others… it is so hard to find that balance…

like gosh… i have still got a long way to grow up… haha… and honestly i am scared too… wld my life still look green? or wld i have to try even harder to repress the difficulties i have…

and age is catching up with me… i wld be like 20? when i ORD? …. gosh… i am starting to scared…. wld i be impt in society? wld i be able to not regret my actions?

just yesterday… i discovered my friend is this like really responsible teenager… hah…(but since he is likely to read my blog… so…. he shall not be name… LOL)… he is so cool… he seem to have it all… haha… not in the sense that this life is all glam and no emo… but rather… he manage to find that balance for everything….

… he has an excellent social life [been there, done that]…. he has good grades… his financial prudence is so well in place…( but omg! have u seen his wardrobe?-drop dead beautiful)… he has a nice family… and like half of orchard road knows him… LOL… well maybe not half… but… u get the idea… haha

I don’t know what to say… haha… maybe i should rediscover my balance (omg! i think that was Heaven and Earth trademark… haha…)

hmm… but i think rediscovering is so hard…. like there is a fine line between what u gotta love… and what u actually have to work with….

i really hope… i sort things out with my life… hmm…

P/S -> omg!!! i just realize something… i am not in any of the pics!! haha!… like omg.. how can have an entry without me yea? … no wait… i think i am too thick skin … LOL… gosh am i ranting in my own world.. sorry.. haha!

P/S/S -> i was actually intending to write a poem for my muse… haha… but i am so sleepy… LOL! =)

P/S/S/S -> do u feel that this is like a filler entry? well i do.. like not very interesting right? haha…omg… i feel so bad. so long never update my blog… then update it with this weak entry… sigh… haha!

SABBY OUT!
… was listening to PussyCat Dolls !!

(597 days till ORD)

Where shld i even start… hmm…. A few bits and pieces i left from my previous post… cos’ i was too sleepy to continue blogging… haha

hmm.. okay… lets start with what i got in my mail box…

I GOT THIS:

at first i got really excited… I was like OMG OMG OMG so cool!…. cos’ it is like:

• ez-link card too!
• and its platinum… (though it is not a kinda sparkly card.)
• cames with a stack lot of coupons filled FREE stuff!

then i read the details and it got me really disappointed…..

• does not earn uni$ anymore
• does not come with NETS funtion
• … actually it looks kinda ugly….
• …. u have to pay an annual fee..

Like OMG… if there is no NETS function… like.. someone reminds me the point of having a local bank card!! and also no more uni$?!?! like NO?… gosh… i can only count how man y shopping spreed i had there were partially sponsored by uni$ vouchers! like….

no uni$ = no sponsored shopping spreed…. like wtf -.-

and GOSh… times like this i really wish UOB gave like customers a call to inform that of the change.. and like their opinion… and not like give u a surprise letter that says ur existing banking programme is being terminated and is replaced by a cut… that though give amazing privileges…. give sucky functionality… (except for the ezlink part)

well… anyway.. i think UOBank did a really bad move… i mean… i don’t even know what motivated me… but i just submitted for an application for a citibank a/c… it is like u are so agitated… that suddenly even citibank deposit looks attractive =/

…kinda regret the citibank a/c…. hmm

ON HAPPIER NOTE:

OMG OMG OMG!!!! iPhone in SINGAPORE~!!!!!!!

this so gonna be my ORD phone BABE!
(cos’ it’s sexy sexy sexy….)

i know i probably won’t buy the upcoming model… cos’ the last time i checked.. i still got my motorola RAZR2 and my ORD is 607 days away!

… and also i am in a 2 yr contract with M1 =]

… so that wld leave some space for 2 iPhone generations.. before its my TURN! LOL LOL LOL LO

BACK TO SAD BITS!

OMG!…. i just my readership of my blog dropped to an all time LOW yesterday…. like OMG… so low until i don’t wanna say how many…. like its freakin’ low…. if u take that figure and multiply it by 4…. u wld get my average readership….. like gosh yesterday only 25% of average… eh… i am very sad….

i do NOT blog for readership

… but

…. view counts kinda acts as a motivation you know? yea? haha… oh well… on the up side… there is usually a spike of traffic… after a freakin’ lousy day… but yesterday….. was seriously crap…

or perhaps… hmm.. is it my blog that is turning crap ? hmm….

HMM>>>> and the NEUTRAL BITS OF THIS POST

i do not know whether this is positive or not…

… and some of my friends mine know… i bought MADONNA’s hard candy…

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… yea.. its good… but it lacks the grow on you factor… in fact… i am already starting to get bored of it…

and i back to my heavy rotation of britney’s blackout!!!!

like seriously…. i think that album is SOOO freakin’ HOT! LOL

LOVE SEBASTIAN LOVE BLACKOUT!

yupYUP… so that ends my coverage of a random incline post….

• UOB NOW
• iPhone
• bad stats
• Britney’s BACK! on my play list that is!

SABBY OUT!

…. was listening to TOY SOLIDER from Britney’s Blackout!

p/s i am starting to lose faith in technocratic rankings and ratings…. then don’t seem to index page links to my blogs =/ hmm….

p/s/s HAHA! DID YOU KNOW: it took me three days to write this post? LOL LOL LOL

p/s/s/s my first completely “align center” post… LOLOL